I was thinking...
I was just thinking about how much my life has changed since Spring Break. The friends that I used to hang out with dissolved me out of their circle, which really hurt at first, but I'm ok with it now. I'm not blaming this on anyone, by the way. I think it was as equally my fault as it was theirs- and I regret that. I think it started after Remy and I broke up- I tried to not hang out with them for just a couple of weeks so we could get over it, and I was never invited to anything else.
I took a step back and realized that I had awesome friends all along that I never really got to know (Connie, Susan, Elizabeth D, Adele, Amanda, etc). I've found a group of awesome people who really care about me. It still hurts sometimes to hear about all the things that my old friends did and realize that no matter what I do- the chances of ever being "included" in that group again are slim to none. Don't get me wrong, I still like you guys and everything, and there aren't hard feelings towards any of you, it's just something I was thinking about.
Then again, sometimes I wonder if they ever even think about me. Do I ever cross their minds when they all go see a chick flick, or when they have a movie night, or have I been erased from their memories? I still hang out with a few of them, but never the whole group anymore...
::sigh::
Well that was depressing
In other news, the kids that I'm babysitting are driving me insane--they're whining so much today.
And Tex is having another fiesta when I get back from Notre Dame- yay for fiestas with awesome fajitas!
I took a step back and realized that I had awesome friends all along that I never really got to know (Connie, Susan, Elizabeth D, Adele, Amanda, etc). I've found a group of awesome people who really care about me. It still hurts sometimes to hear about all the things that my old friends did and realize that no matter what I do- the chances of ever being "included" in that group again are slim to none. Don't get me wrong, I still like you guys and everything, and there aren't hard feelings towards any of you, it's just something I was thinking about.
Then again, sometimes I wonder if they ever even think about me. Do I ever cross their minds when they all go see a chick flick, or when they have a movie night, or have I been erased from their memories? I still hang out with a few of them, but never the whole group anymore...
::sigh::
Well that was depressing
In other news, the kids that I'm babysitting are driving me insane--they're whining so much today.
And Tex is having another fiesta when I get back from Notre Dame- yay for fiestas with awesome fajitas!