I'm back!
Ah it's always good to know that I have Livejournal to fall back on. You are almost as good as a close friend. I can tell you my deepest or most random thoughts and it doesnt phase you and I can forget about you and come back and you are so welcoming like no time has passed at all.
I feel so refreshed. I feel so motivated. I feel so content. I think happiness is making its way back to my life and I couldnt be any more ready.
This summer has done a lot for me, more than anyone will ever know. I'm grateful for being trapped because otherwise I wouldn't have dealt with all the issues within. I came to terms with myself and the things I was doing last winter/spring. I'm not a negative person at all and because of unnecessary emotional ties I became that person. It took me awhile to realize and thank god I did. I'm learning to think about what I'm about to say and if its negative, I'll try to make it into a positive. When you think about it, there are worse things in life. Yeah, I had a crappy day because I'm a girl and I get these ridiculous cramps and I failed a test and my parents are on my ass about everything... but when you think hard about it, it all seems silly. Things happen for a reason duh.
I feel wiser than I did before. I feel more open to the uncertainity.
I'm back in Baton Rouge and things are just looking on the upside for me now. I feel like I'm moving on my own pace and on my own terms and it helps me get through my day. I have nothing to lose now. I have a really good support system and the encouragement that I get for my friends just keep boosting my future aspirations. I have said it before and I'll say it again.... I'm blessed.
No more negative shit.
This is my first weekend off in 3 weeks and I'm taking full advantage of it. Timing is everything and time is finally working out for me. Ah, the bliss!
I feel so refreshed. I feel so motivated. I feel so content. I think happiness is making its way back to my life and I couldnt be any more ready.
This summer has done a lot for me, more than anyone will ever know. I'm grateful for being trapped because otherwise I wouldn't have dealt with all the issues within. I came to terms with myself and the things I was doing last winter/spring. I'm not a negative person at all and because of unnecessary emotional ties I became that person. It took me awhile to realize and thank god I did. I'm learning to think about what I'm about to say and if its negative, I'll try to make it into a positive. When you think about it, there are worse things in life. Yeah, I had a crappy day because I'm a girl and I get these ridiculous cramps and I failed a test and my parents are on my ass about everything... but when you think hard about it, it all seems silly. Things happen for a reason duh.
I feel wiser than I did before. I feel more open to the uncertainity.
I'm back in Baton Rouge and things are just looking on the upside for me now. I feel like I'm moving on my own pace and on my own terms and it helps me get through my day. I have nothing to lose now. I have a really good support system and the encouragement that I get for my friends just keep boosting my future aspirations. I have said it before and I'll say it again.... I'm blessed.
No more negative shit.
This is my first weekend off in 3 weeks and I'm taking full advantage of it. Timing is everything and time is finally working out for me. Ah, the bliss!