LONG OVERDUE
So the theme of this journal entry is "free at last, free at last." Free of Groovin, free of campaigning, free to attempt to study and have a life of my own. All of these are things that could not have come at a better time.
It has been a VERY long time since I've posted and I could write a novel about my life in between but since I'm at work and session does start today I think I will spare all of you that type of detail. I will be investing in TIVO soon. Why, because I am officially obsessed. And I have missed far to much denny crane for my liking.
I've decided you can't define friendship. If you do, it will dissapoint you. If you let it be whatever it is, you reap the benefits of the occasional positive surprise. I've learned that working hard to prove yourself doesnt' always lead where you expect. I also have learned that given enough time, if you aren't living in confusion, life will adjust to make it so.
Talk shop takes it's toll on me. I enjoy what I do more than most people but I hope one day that some of my friends will learn to connect with me on other levels than "work." I have two stamps on my Ben and Jerry's card now. Three more to go and that free cone is mine!
I miss my good friends, spending time with Heath, drinking with Kevin, and wings with Jason. I miss good runs around the lakes, quiet studying, and unexpected fun. Hopefully now all of these things will come back. Time for session, work, parties, and fundraisers. I have to admit I'm in love with it all, but missing the simple college pleasures.
This will do for now, I've met some new friends, some I see to much of myself in...I've lost some old friends, caught up in the little things... and I'm still fighting the Mad cow, a burden I have to bare. Oh yea, and my car was broke, now fixed. Picking that up today, it's like Xmas, i feel naked without it. Later on!
It has been a VERY long time since I've posted and I could write a novel about my life in between but since I'm at work and session does start today I think I will spare all of you that type of detail. I will be investing in TIVO soon. Why, because I am officially obsessed. And I have missed far to much denny crane for my liking.
I've decided you can't define friendship. If you do, it will dissapoint you. If you let it be whatever it is, you reap the benefits of the occasional positive surprise. I've learned that working hard to prove yourself doesnt' always lead where you expect. I also have learned that given enough time, if you aren't living in confusion, life will adjust to make it so.
Talk shop takes it's toll on me. I enjoy what I do more than most people but I hope one day that some of my friends will learn to connect with me on other levels than "work." I have two stamps on my Ben and Jerry's card now. Three more to go and that free cone is mine!
I miss my good friends, spending time with Heath, drinking with Kevin, and wings with Jason. I miss good runs around the lakes, quiet studying, and unexpected fun. Hopefully now all of these things will come back. Time for session, work, parties, and fundraisers. I have to admit I'm in love with it all, but missing the simple college pleasures.
This will do for now, I've met some new friends, some I see to much of myself in...I've lost some old friends, caught up in the little things... and I'm still fighting the Mad cow, a burden I have to bare. Oh yea, and my car was broke, now fixed. Picking that up today, it's like Xmas, i feel naked without it. Later on!