oh my goodness...where do people think up these things?

[lstnthiswrld03]

haha, it makes me laugh. today--mac asked me if i still liked josh. i said no, she asked why not. i reminded her about the gf in florida thing. and she was like "oh--its not like it matters. shes so far away" i was seriously SHOCKED. like, my mouth dropped open and everything. i was like "mac--youre basically telling me to have a guy cheat on

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[lstnthiswrld03]

hahaha. that makes me laugh still. well, i dont know if you were aware, but we crushed on each other at the beginning of this year. the whole phone call, meeting after class, etc. well--he took me out one night, dinner, mini-golf, then home. (mind you, he lives in fuckin phoenix, and im at ellsworth and guad. so yeah--far drive). it was cute, he grabbed my hand, put his hand around my waist, etc. i was in complete heaven. umm...like right around then, he let the little information slip (he actually just kinda told me) that he had a gf who was in florida. and, she was planning to come out the first week in sept (okay--so this was like last week of aug). AND...yeah, the whole gf thing immediately turned me off. because--i know what it feels like to be cheated on, and it hurts like hell. and--i pretty much hated the other girl for a while. and, i didnt want to do that to someone else. cause them as much pain as i felt.
in summary: i have a guilty conscience, and would rather inflict hurt on myself than others.

as for your sister...i emailed her, and gave her my address. so, im assuming she'll send me something or whatnot. haha, i like the biting comment
and...thats all :D