To this special..special girl
Me and this girl.. we we're together for about 4 months atleast. I thought and she thought that we we're perfect for each other. We both loved each other, hugged each other, always thought about each other. Until one day.. One horrible day came, and bad things followed. Everything went wrong. Now everything that I do, every day I live, everything still goes wrong. I just wish that everything would be alright.. Who knows maybe everything will be right in the future.. After we broke up the next day or the day after that (I can't even remember right now i'm so messed up) This guy (one of my best friends **NOT EVER AGAIN will he ever be one of my friends again**) asked her out. I was so pissed I didn't know what to do. I thought I still had a shot with this girl. But NOOOOOOO one of my friends just has to have the same feelings I do for this girl.. and she had them for him too. So yeah they started going out. And about 2 weeks go by, (and they are happy and all of that good stuff that I wish I still had with her). and I started to think... She must of had these feelings for him while me and her we're still going out.. eh? Yuppers me thinks so!! well that really got to me but I kept that to myself until now.. Well also in that 2 week period of her and her boyfriend.. me and her we're talking and she said we couldn't be friends anymore, because she said that her boyfriend didn't want me and her being friends anymore! What a F**king A**hole! I'm really glad he didn't live near me cause I would of gave him a piece of my mind, and I wasen't kidding either about that either. ;) Well this special girl's friend told her at the same time. "Don't let anything get in the way of your relationship, you don't need any of that!" Well thank you soooo much for telling her that now and not months ago when me and her we're going out, because if you did tell her that a few months ago, NOTHING WOULD BE WRONG RIGHT NOW!!!!
But you know..things are all just going further and further downhill.. as you can see now if you read that huge ass run-on paragraph above she has a new boyfriend and of course they are deeply in love. But I dunno.. I just hope me and her get all sorted out.. if you know what I mean. :P
I always wish everynight that I could just hit that little pause button in life and then stop everything, then hit the rewind button and erase everything that I did wrong in my past. Eraseing all of those mistakes would make life so much easier for me, and that special girl.
Today she had something really terrible happen to her. She told me she needed this one guy. And even I know... she needed some help because this guy can solve things for her in a flash. But.. as normal the guy wasen't here so I talked to her and she said she might do something...bad... and I sorta know what she would of done.. and if she would of done it my life would of been OVER. So yeah I tryed my best to help her and im hopeing it worked (me helping her).
The past month has been like the worst month in my life.. I dunno how to explain it but I hope things start to go well soon x_x;
To that special girl.. You know who you are hun. ;) <3 ;* I hope everything is going okay now... :) I hope you are feeling 100% right now, screw that 99.999% BS, you deserve even more then that. :)
Well ill end it here. Have a great night everyone and sweet dreams.
/o/Louis\o\
But you know..things are all just going further and further downhill.. as you can see now if you read that huge ass run-on paragraph above she has a new boyfriend and of course they are deeply in love. But I dunno.. I just hope me and her get all sorted out.. if you know what I mean. :P
I always wish everynight that I could just hit that little pause button in life and then stop everything, then hit the rewind button and erase everything that I did wrong in my past. Eraseing all of those mistakes would make life so much easier for me, and that special girl.
Today she had something really terrible happen to her. She told me she needed this one guy. And even I know... she needed some help because this guy can solve things for her in a flash. But.. as normal the guy wasen't here so I talked to her and she said she might do something...bad... and I sorta know what she would of done.. and if she would of done it my life would of been OVER. So yeah I tryed my best to help her and im hopeing it worked (me helping her).
The past month has been like the worst month in my life.. I dunno how to explain it but I hope things start to go well soon x_x;
To that special girl.. You know who you are hun. ;) <3 ;* I hope everything is going okay now... :) I hope you are feeling 100% right now, screw that 99.999% BS, you deserve even more then that. :)
Well ill end it here. Have a great night everyone and sweet dreams.
/o/Louis\o\