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how does it feel to just hit that point in your life
where there isn't anything anymore that you could give two shits about.
when anything that has ever made you happy has been stripped and taken from you forever
when there's no hope
no hope at all
unless you're counting 2 years as HOPE
which i dont.
theres nothing anymore
i'm starting to live minute by minute
counting every 60 seconds making sure im still here
11:45 to 11:46 and im still here
and i dont know why
IM PRETTY SURE THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE.
well i guess this is how it is then.
and i've got so much more ahead to deal with.
this is just the tip of the iceberg.
i was a child and i continue to be.
where there isn't anything anymore that you could give two shits about.
when anything that has ever made you happy has been stripped and taken from you forever
when there's no hope
no hope at all
unless you're counting 2 years as HOPE
which i dont.
theres nothing anymore
i'm starting to live minute by minute
counting every 60 seconds making sure im still here
11:45 to 11:46 and im still here
and i dont know why
IM PRETTY SURE THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE.
well i guess this is how it is then.
and i've got so much more ahead to deal with.
this is just the tip of the iceberg.
i was a child and i continue to be.