does anyone ever know why?
what's my purpose of doing this?
does ANYONE know?
there isn't hope
i probably should just die
HI MOM :)
what's the point in continuing this?
will i ever get what i actually want?
do i KNOW what i want?
fuck that, i DO know what i want.
i want to wake up and feel my beautiful girlfriend sleeping next to me
because there has never been anything as good as that for as long as i've been alive.
so fuck this.
who's to tell me whether its good for me or not?
what does someone who knows absolutely nothing about me
know about what will make me happy?
scratch that, no one cares what will make me happy.
everyone cares what will make THEM happy
and a flaming homosexual isn't what makes parents happy.
i know all of this, so why am i the one in therapy?
maybe rentals need that
drug usage- not connected to homosexuality
connected to asshole treatment thus far.
the end.
does ANYONE know?
there isn't hope
i probably should just die
HI MOM :)
what's the point in continuing this?
will i ever get what i actually want?
do i KNOW what i want?
fuck that, i DO know what i want.
i want to wake up and feel my beautiful girlfriend sleeping next to me
because there has never been anything as good as that for as long as i've been alive.
so fuck this.
who's to tell me whether its good for me or not?
what does someone who knows absolutely nothing about me
know about what will make me happy?
scratch that, no one cares what will make me happy.
everyone cares what will make THEM happy
and a flaming homosexual isn't what makes parents happy.
i know all of this, so why am i the one in therapy?
maybe rentals need that
drug usage- not connected to homosexuality
connected to asshole treatment thus far.
the end.