Jul 17, 2005 22:18
We all love them, we all fall for their crazy ways....
but yet in the end we, girls, are the ones hurt. We are the ones
begging for attention and straining yet to have another boy pay just
the slightest bit of attention to us. Boys will be Boys and until they
grow up they will never call you first, find you in a crowded bar and
they will go home after sex and not call for the next 2 weeks until
they are drunk and yet once again "horny" and just looking for some. I
am tired of thinking I met Prince Charming, only to find out weeks
later that he's just another frog in the pond. When will my prince come
along? When will I find that guy who calls me and who is proud of
me and is begging for my attention and wanting to be with me? one
day, hopefully soon.... until then, i dont need these
mindless/meaningless relationships and im gonna start standing up for
myself and protecting my heart/feelings. Thank you to all the guys
before. The ones that taught me that life is full of ups and downs and
ends and outs. The guys who didnt call me and didnt find time for
me. You taught me so much. You taught me what to not look for in
a guy and what to watch out for. Scum sleese bags, thank you for
teaching me so much. Now heres to that guy, the perfect guy that I
havent met yet and the guy that Im not gonna fall for first, the guy
that will call me, persue me and the guy that will say im beautiful
without make up. You don't realize how much I've learned in my 21
years. I know that I wont approach you and I wont call you. I will be a
difficult person in the beggining but once u get me, and you will
I will be like DYNAMITE-- Exploding your world with love, affection,
attention, thoughtfulness, caring and sensitivity. Until then sit back
relax and take it easy. Im not playing hard to get, just playing hard
to find.....
wow, what a random topic, dont ask me where that came from...just some
thoughts on my mind. Interesting day today--I might be in Augusta soon
to those who mind. I need to visit some family and do a little
breathing... haha...gotta get outta this town soon!!!
Until Later,
Laura
**Thank you to all the guys that inspired this entry, you dont realize how much you dont mean to me**