Again...
I'm an update machine...The more I think about what has happened...The less it makes sense..I shit you not...Its crazy...
Ok, The last day of school...Me, my mom and Ashley were talking in the kitchen and I left and went in my room and I heard my mom and her talking and she told my mom that Matt was a big mistake and that she should have just listened to me about him and everything because I was right....He couldn't have been that big of a mistake because she likes him again...
I didn't update about her telling me about something she wrote on her about me..Matt was afraid that she was gonna hurt him the way she hurt me and he was afraid to go out with her and she wrote something about that and then said I was a big mistake...nice huh? She told me that she wasn't thinking when she wrote it...That was a long time ago though but still...thats kinda harsh...I am a mistake, I feel like a mistake...
I really want things to work out between us, right now, it doesn't look like its gonna happen, right now it looks like she likes Matt Hoard Alot, thats what it looks like..It looks like once again, I've been given the short end of the stick, once again, I'm left with the broken heart, no one else...just me.., but whats new...
Man...I need to stop being sad and stuff...I keep updating and I don't know why...I guess its because I'm not handling this "Matt" thing ok...It really hurts, it really does...I'm soo confused right now....I want to forget that all of this happened, I really do...
I guess the feeling that Me And Ashley shared together isn't enough to just cross out that Hoard..This situation is only going to get worse...She has to see him everyday for the next 2 weeks..EVERYDAY, she probablly won't see me once, she might be to wrapped up in the all wonderful hoard to notice me, I don't want to think like this but once again, this is usually what will happen...I really want to see her though...I'm thinking of seriously going up to Fitz...But I wouldn't be able to talk to her, I don't think I could, I probablly could, it would hurt though, she'd probablly walk up and give me hug or something that would just send my emotions crazy...
I can't stop thinking about her...I'm gonna go before I lose it..
Ok, The last day of school...Me, my mom and Ashley were talking in the kitchen and I left and went in my room and I heard my mom and her talking and she told my mom that Matt was a big mistake and that she should have just listened to me about him and everything because I was right....He couldn't have been that big of a mistake because she likes him again...
I didn't update about her telling me about something she wrote on her about me..Matt was afraid that she was gonna hurt him the way she hurt me and he was afraid to go out with her and she wrote something about that and then said I was a big mistake...nice huh? She told me that she wasn't thinking when she wrote it...That was a long time ago though but still...thats kinda harsh...I am a mistake, I feel like a mistake...
I really want things to work out between us, right now, it doesn't look like its gonna happen, right now it looks like she likes Matt Hoard Alot, thats what it looks like..It looks like once again, I've been given the short end of the stick, once again, I'm left with the broken heart, no one else...just me.., but whats new...
Man...I need to stop being sad and stuff...I keep updating and I don't know why...I guess its because I'm not handling this "Matt" thing ok...It really hurts, it really does...I'm soo confused right now....I want to forget that all of this happened, I really do...
I guess the feeling that Me And Ashley shared together isn't enough to just cross out that Hoard..This situation is only going to get worse...She has to see him everyday for the next 2 weeks..EVERYDAY, she probablly won't see me once, she might be to wrapped up in the all wonderful hoard to notice me, I don't want to think like this but once again, this is usually what will happen...I really want to see her though...I'm thinking of seriously going up to Fitz...But I wouldn't be able to talk to her, I don't think I could, I probablly could, it would hurt though, she'd probablly walk up and give me hug or something that would just send my emotions crazy...
I can't stop thinking about her...I'm gonna go before I lose it..