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It's getting real that I'm going to be leaving a lot of people I love soon.
The roast was last night. It was really fun for the most part, really bittersweet. The pre-party was everything I'd thought it would be for the past four years. The toasts really got to me when I realized that some of the girls were saying to me what I said to the senior girls when I was their age... stuff like how they felt so proud when I even knew their name and that I set a great example for the younger directors.
The actual roast was pretty funny... got made fun of for always asking for money and for being kind of lazy when it comes to rehearsals. Both things I was expecting, they did a good job, though. Got the other seniors pretty well too. Ours was a little sloppy... I realize now why all the seniors in previous years were such a mess. I guess we were a little mean. I wasn't expecting that, but maybe some stuff was off limits. Nothing makes me more upset than making people upset... that brought me down a lot and i still feel awful.
All in all, a lot of crying, a lot of laughing, a lot more crying.
It's just so upsetting to actually have to say goodbye to people. And the crappy part is that it really is goodbye, I'm not going to see so many of these people again. There are so many that I love, but I know I may not cross paths with again. I've been putting off thinking about it... I can't really put it off anymore I guess.
Thank god for facebook for keeping in touch i guess.
The roast was last night. It was really fun for the most part, really bittersweet. The pre-party was everything I'd thought it would be for the past four years. The toasts really got to me when I realized that some of the girls were saying to me what I said to the senior girls when I was their age... stuff like how they felt so proud when I even knew their name and that I set a great example for the younger directors.
The actual roast was pretty funny... got made fun of for always asking for money and for being kind of lazy when it comes to rehearsals. Both things I was expecting, they did a good job, though. Got the other seniors pretty well too. Ours was a little sloppy... I realize now why all the seniors in previous years were such a mess. I guess we were a little mean. I wasn't expecting that, but maybe some stuff was off limits. Nothing makes me more upset than making people upset... that brought me down a lot and i still feel awful.
All in all, a lot of crying, a lot of laughing, a lot more crying.
It's just so upsetting to actually have to say goodbye to people. And the crappy part is that it really is goodbye, I'm not going to see so many of these people again. There are so many that I love, but I know I may not cross paths with again. I've been putting off thinking about it... I can't really put it off anymore I guess.
Thank god for facebook for keeping in touch i guess.