Everything that keeps me together is falling apart
This song reminds me of getting high with rob last spring sitting in his Alero and feeling complete holding his hand with the windows down and wishing we could stay at that moment forever....
pretty emo but I'm feeling disconnected lately, my roommates and I finally talked things out but the things they said to me were pretty shocking and I feel like I've been living in a bubble not letting anything in. From the second I knew I was going to transfer home I stopped caring about this place...its hard because I'm so used to just making excuses and having people except them but coming from someone who hardly knows me I seem like this suck up long Island girl who doesn't know a thing about the world other then her comfort zone
I feel like everything is just "falling apart" for one I was supposed to go up to Albany this weekend with Marissa...yes I said Marissa...and I was pretty excited to hear how her life is going and to finally be close with her like we used to in high school. I was also looking for an excuse to get my mind of missing Rob and not to run back home when I had nothing to do because I missed him, I almost considered going home today but I tried so hard not to. Nevertheless Marissa was called into work for some emergancy promotion thing idk I guess thats what happens when you work in the real world. So I decided to do something useful and actually get my passport so I mapquest some random town upstate that does passports, I get all the way there fill out everything only to realize I didn't have enough money, since when does it cost $100 for a stupid passport! redick...so guess thats going to have to wait until my loan goes through which its already midpoint of the semester and I still don't have money in my bank account...I guess life could always be worse at least its going to rain all day tomorrow so hopefully all the snow will be gone and spring will hurry up!
one more week until spring break
pretty emo but I'm feeling disconnected lately, my roommates and I finally talked things out but the things they said to me were pretty shocking and I feel like I've been living in a bubble not letting anything in. From the second I knew I was going to transfer home I stopped caring about this place...its hard because I'm so used to just making excuses and having people except them but coming from someone who hardly knows me I seem like this suck up long Island girl who doesn't know a thing about the world other then her comfort zone
I feel like everything is just "falling apart" for one I was supposed to go up to Albany this weekend with Marissa...yes I said Marissa...and I was pretty excited to hear how her life is going and to finally be close with her like we used to in high school. I was also looking for an excuse to get my mind of missing Rob and not to run back home when I had nothing to do because I missed him, I almost considered going home today but I tried so hard not to. Nevertheless Marissa was called into work for some emergancy promotion thing idk I guess thats what happens when you work in the real world. So I decided to do something useful and actually get my passport so I mapquest some random town upstate that does passports, I get all the way there fill out everything only to realize I didn't have enough money, since when does it cost $100 for a stupid passport! redick...so guess thats going to have to wait until my loan goes through which its already midpoint of the semester and I still don't have money in my bank account...I guess life could always be worse at least its going to rain all day tomorrow so hopefully all the snow will be gone and spring will hurry up!
one more week until spring break