Later
ok i like needed to update again.
i was thinking about what ********* is doing.
she is, in some ways, like 'dumbing down' being gay.
she just decides to come out?
what is that?
she knows she is not gay, she is just giving in to peer pressure. it is like truly interesting because in most places you would be pressured into not being gay. but leave it to ********* to figure out a way to make it be the opposite.
i like cannot deal with how this is going down. what. the. fuck. ??? how do people manage to act the way they do? erik is not gay. he is like hanging out with jake and shit all the time now, and jake is going to like 'hook up with him'. if they did that, i might seriously like throw something through my window. i would flip the fuck out. they (and by they i mean JAKE) have pissed me off so much this year, i can't handle another one of their stupid fucking incidents. jake doesn't get the meaning of when to stop. if he and erik are ever hooking up, it will get really bad. they will never know when to quit. i just can't deal with people pretending to be gay.
this just gives a better argument to people like moral_america who say you can change, you can stop being gay. you are born gay, so don't act like you just 'realized it'. it isn't some kind of epiphany you just HAVE. you slowly over time figure it out, it doesn't just OCCUR to you.
just shut up.
just shut the FUCK up.
emily will be here in less than 12 hours. i can't wait.
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John
i was thinking about what ********* is doing.
she is, in some ways, like 'dumbing down' being gay.
she just decides to come out?
what is that?
she knows she is not gay, she is just giving in to peer pressure. it is like truly interesting because in most places you would be pressured into not being gay. but leave it to ********* to figure out a way to make it be the opposite.
i like cannot deal with how this is going down. what. the. fuck. ??? how do people manage to act the way they do? erik is not gay. he is like hanging out with jake and shit all the time now, and jake is going to like 'hook up with him'. if they did that, i might seriously like throw something through my window. i would flip the fuck out. they (and by they i mean JAKE) have pissed me off so much this year, i can't handle another one of their stupid fucking incidents. jake doesn't get the meaning of when to stop. if he and erik are ever hooking up, it will get really bad. they will never know when to quit. i just can't deal with people pretending to be gay.
this just gives a better argument to people like moral_america who say you can change, you can stop being gay. you are born gay, so don't act like you just 'realized it'. it isn't some kind of epiphany you just HAVE. you slowly over time figure it out, it doesn't just OCCUR to you.
just shut up.
just shut the FUCK up.
emily will be here in less than 12 hours. i can't wait.
<33333333
John