Jul 17, 2010 22:48
[a few beeps precede a voice entry]
Hmm, let's see if I can get this little thing to work. [more beeps] Just hope the damn thing doesn't shoot water at me again. Once was bad enough. Twice and I might just have to throw this thing overboard.
I honestly don't know what to make of this place. Yeah, I'm glad I get one more shot with Jen and all, but I'm not where I feel like I need to be. My team and my dad are in danger. I can't protect them if I'm stuck here. I did what I had to do twenty years ago, and I'm not ashamed of it. Not proud of it, though. People do strange things when they're hurting.
[shuffling sound] Almost makes me feel like I should be sitting in confession with the Padre at church. "Bless me, Father, for I have sinned," and all that. I killed a man, damn near got away with it, too. Until his damn kids had Abby crack that case for them. I had no choice. It was justified. Or maybe I'm just telling myself that so I sleep better at night.
Maybe I should lay off the bourbon for a while. Forgot drinking makes me chatty. [clicking noise and communicator shuts off]