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well, we're off to state speech today in about half an hour. im not as excited about it as i was earlier this week. but yeah, i really want to do good. i havent been practicing as much as i should have, but i still want to do good. i should stinkin' practice it in the room when everyone else is swimming. like 1928347134 times i need to practice!! i dont even want to do epr.. im not gonna do good in it so why even bother. it's just adding more stress to my day and probly making me not focus on the dramatic as much. anyway.. no need to worry too much about speech because school's almost over!! then i can get away and take on the world!! i mean, you keep getting older, don't you? that's a fantastic thought really. because eventually you're not an adolescent anymore!! i'll hardly notice im getting older until i suddenly discover.... okay that was in my speech weird i need to quit. okay, so the 3-on-3 basketball tournament in lignite thing is hanging up. i really want to be in it!! but i dont have any friends who will be in it with me. i should make geran and lance HAHAHAHAHA wouldnt we just be the best team ever! aw man, i wish i was good so people would ask me to be on their stinkin team. oh well i'll probly go watch for a while. what a loser i am. let me see... kelly came over last night. oh my gowd my gramma was so stinkin mad!! i was upstairs with kelly waiting for the ice cream to thaw out so i could frickin' scoop it. and the gramma was mixing a drink!! frickin' pineapple rum and orange juice. i told her i'd mix it for her haha, mixed it a little too strong though so she added more orange juice. i thought she wanted to get drunk!! so yeah anyway, she was so crabby and i was talking about graduation and my mom musta told her that teresa's doing a speech for it so i decided not to. and sheeeeeeeeee was sooooooooo mad. oh my gowd. she's all bitching about how the smartest person in the class is supposed to give a speech and blah blah blah and i was like well none of us are honor students so preskles said we didnt have to have one but teresa wanted to so whatever i wont do one. and she frickin called preskey's house haha but i think no one answered or something she was gonna bitch him out i think!! and she was like well i'll just go up to the school and give pauline and mr preskey and teresa a piece of my mind. wow, right? yeah, and she's all yelling at me telling me that i always let teresa get her own way and that i never stand up for myself to her. and stinkin, she embarrassed me SO MUCH!! cause she says "you let her get her own way with prom letting kelly ask a different girl" or somethign like that.. KELLY WAS STANDING RIGHT THERE oh my gowd my ears got so hot and i started sweating so bad. oh my gowd. and she was talking about how teresa wore my dress for homecoming and that i still havent gotten it back and that i probly never will. wow gramma, she just went off. i said gramma dont hate me. and she said i will if you dont do a speech at grad. yikes!! right? well anyway, i get confused with kelly. well not really, like i think i know what's up. but i dont know what i should do. gowd, but anyway i dont wanna talk about him because i really dont know what to say about it all. it's too weird for words i think. anyway, im gonna maybe go play some battleship. so yep, ttyl wish me luck at state. peace.