smoking
i haven't smoked since the night before Easter Sunday!! im doing so good. and the other day i was driving around with lance and dustin and i could have had a cigarette but I DIDNT! it's been sorta hard, but i mean it's not like im full fledge addicted or anything. sometimes i just really really want one. like weird times when im not even stressed out. like one time i went home to get something second hour and i just wanted one so bad. but yeah im doing good. so anyway, what else shall i talk about? i got an announcement from carlos. heck yeah. no picture though so that sorta stinks. that'd be kewl if we could all go to his graduation. oh well though. 38 days until graduation counting today. that's like 5 weeks!! wow i seriously can't wait. today pauline made me mad. she gives miranda tape that's from liek 1919 i swear to gowd and it doesnt stick and it's pretty much just worthless. and i go to get miranda some good tape and pauline starts bitching about how "that tape is the same as this tape." and blah blah blah. no pauline, it's not the same it's like yellow and crusty and it doesnt stick!! "yes it does stick" um no im pretty sure i'd know if it sticks or not because i used it on my speech and i had to retape every single page because oh wow THE TAPE DIDNT STICK. i seriously cant wait to get away from this school. weekends are the stinkin best. even though i never do anything and they sorta suck because this place sucks, it's like a million times better than school. the people that work here, i swear to gowd. there are a few good teachers that i can stand.. but pauline and mr preskey and heinle sometimes and sveet sometimes and mrs thingvold sometimes and even roxann sometimes she gets annoying. like she's playing piano for my solo and she goes SO slow even though i ask her every single time to speed it up. like today when i was doing it in front of the little kids and everything, it was SO stinkin slow i just wanted to quit doing it and i tried to make her go faster but she just goes her own little pace. and miss doodle tells me roxann is really good at following people when she plays. uh, no, she's stinkin not. anyway, so yeah that thing is tomorrow, regional music. i DONT want to do the sax octet. i seriously hate it!! why do WE have to do it and everyone else gets out of theirs? this stinks. anyway, yeah not mrs mahlum and me were just talking about this summer me moving and im way excited about it!! anyway, yeah now i'm gonna head out. peace.