November 25
Okay but even my MOM sees the same thing that I see. She's pushing me away. It looks like she's doing most of the things she does JUST to make me break up with her. Which doesn't make ANY sense at all whatsoever. I really really really really really really really Don't like this. Not at all. Not one bit. Sucks how there's so little I can do to change that. The whole "I don't love you anymore" perspective. God damn. ='(
I just want shit to be good. I want it to be good. I don't know what else to try. I really don't. I'm so god damn depressed man. It just sucks how no one can help.
I rely so much on her to make me happy, and it's even hard to do that now that this is being brought to my attention more and more daily. It just scares me. It just scares me... I'm just scared.
I just want shit to be good. I want it to be good. I don't know what else to try. I really don't. I'm so god damn depressed man. It just sucks how no one can help.
I rely so much on her to make me happy, and it's even hard to do that now that this is being brought to my attention more and more daily. It just scares me. It just scares me... I'm just scared.