Aug 16, 2006 00:03
Over this summer I have grown a lot, I've changed and I think I've become a better person. I have grown apart from some people and that makes me sad, but I've also made new friends and renewed some old friedships. To those who I lost I'm sorry, I know that it wan't all my fault but I do take some of the blame. to those who stuck by me through it all thank you and to those who anre new...you rock...
Another thing that is weird for me, I have become an adult. I remeber looking at all those "big kids" who had all the responsibility and were able to drive and had jobs...I never thought I'd be one of them. I think about my life and realize I could be a mom in the next five years. I could be married with a career... when did I stop being a child and grow up?? Im so lost and my friends don't feel as overwhelmed as me and that scares me. Am I abnormal to feel weird or did I just grow up and not realize it while everyone else had already changed?
This is my little rant for the day so thanks for those who read it.