Jun 21, 2007 13:59
So..
I was doing okay. I'm not going to say I was doing really good or anything, because I wasn't, but I was at least managing.
Justin talked to me last night. We only talked for like 3 minutes, and he didn't say anything too mean, but just him saying ANYTHING to me, made me start to cry.
Why does he have this affect on me? I got tense and everything I felt about him, came back. How much I hate him, why I hate him...
I hadn't thought about him before that and I was on my way to becoming happier...and all he had to do, was start talking to me.
WHY DOES HE HAVE THIS AFFECT ON ME?!?!?!?! WHY?!?!?!?!
I don't like it. I don't want it to keep happening. What can I do?