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Ok... I dont really like working at the beach... its far and its busy all the time and everyone bitches a lot.. and my temper has been very short lately.. dont know why but i get really pissed mad quick... i mean, if i have to go i willl, but i end up comparing it to the friendlys here which i liked so much better. i was HAPPY going to work. I never end up being happy. The next 24 hours are gonna be an emotional rollercoaster.. ive got some things i want to take care of and it isnt gonna pretty and if any of it involves you or something well then sorry because im sick of being unhappy and doing whatever it takes to make other people happy.. this summer is gonna fuckin be about me... i want to be happy and im NOT.. i havent been.. for a while..and thats gotta change... so tonight, i sleep... im gonna need the rest... i dont even have anything else to say.. i might make this friends only soon and clear out my friends list.. or just make it private.. i dont know.. this journal thing.. i worry about who may be reading it and end up censoring all this shit.. whatever i dont care right now