Should I or Shoudn't I??

May 18, 2005 17:01


    What happened to yesterday weekend? Last weekend was so fun at prom. Then the week that followed just crashed the loved weekend. I don't know why but the phrase for the week is why are you being "rude" or "mean". I can't stand it when people tell me that when its not true. I found out that the only reason why a person would think someone is being rude is because  they don't agree with what that person has to say. I don't feel as if i'm being rude. I feel as if everyone is either on my case or taking advantage of me. Maybe thats why i'm so angry at the moment.

Right now I have a moral dilemma, that is totally damaging this week. Ok, for further information my boyfriend has to call me every night no matter what and even if he didn't call me that night he would do it in the morning. Well the other night he never called me at all. When i woke up i even checked my cell phone to see if he had called that night and i picked up and didn't remember or if i had sleep right threw the call. No calls from him were on my phone for the night. So i got dressed thinking that he would call eventually but he never did. He comes to pick me up in the mornings because i dont drive to school. When he got to my house i asked him why he didnt call and he told me that this girl Jessica (whom is his ass-whole best friends ex-girlfriend) that her mom went crazy on her and so he went and snook her out of her house. He wasn't the only one involve his best friends mom and sister toke part. I had asked him where she stayed and he hesitated to say his house. Well she winded up staying at his house that night. And hey that part was fine to me but they slept int the same bedroom, he just slept on his footone couch and she slept on the bed. i was like ok?? That day he always has lunch with me but he told me that he had to go and get lunch for her and bring it back to the house for her without his mom there. So i'm just like ok they are haveing lunch together ok thats kool. Then when he picked me up from school he usually stay at my house till i have to go to work but he told me that he had to get back because he didnt want to leave her alone at the house because she might be scared. Later on that day after i got off of work i had called him and she was just leaving it was 9:30pm. i went over to his house and he had i ton of home work he hadnt even done and the T.V. was only and the only reason it would be on is if he was watching a movie. And i know he can not sit still and watch a movie like that.

It really did worry me and upset me. Why his house? Why couldn't he call me like normal? Why didn't he ask if i was ok with it? I'm not mad im just angry and i don't know if i should be? Should i be or shouldn't i be? What do i do about it? 
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