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I hate the way I act. I never know if it's what people like or not. This year alone I have manged to lose 4 best friends. These are the people that are always supposed to be there for you. Or so I thought.
I was told last night that every time some one tries to get close to me, I push them away. Well it's kinda hard to get close to someone that ( Read more... )
As for your situation, I don't believe in best friends. Unless they'd be willing to sacrifice something for your benefit or be there when you're not feeling well. And they wouldn't be your best friend if they didn't stay your best friend. And God knows that I've got none of those. But as far as you giving up trying, well don't. I learned the hard way. I gave up on myself and only made things worse. And damn I'm just about as messed up, if not even more messed up as you say you are. I'm willing to bet God almighty ain't too proud of me now. I mean, I'm sure you've read my recent entries. I'll give you a dollar if you can find one positive entry under this s/n. And my friends aren't really there for me much. For that matter you can look at my comments. In the last one I posted even the one that meant most to me agreed I should change.
Anyway, I love ya kid. You know you can talk to me whenever.
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