A good friend never shows!!!
Man it is really fucked up when you try to be the best friend you can and it never shows to the other person. I guess I was right when i said no matter how hard I try at something it will never show. You know I never hold a fucking gruge. Never! I try my hardest to be there as much as posible for my friends. No matter how many times they screw me over or stab me in the back or tattle on me. I let it go.
I am sorry for being a bad friend to you. I guess thats the way god made me. I am sorry I took up for you all those times. I am sorry I was never there to comfort you or help shu away your problems.
You say that theres so many other things but you know a real best friend would of told me from the start. Man that fucking hurts. My friends mean more to me then family at times. They are my family. You were the only one that knew how i really felt. Now I will not ever tell you how I feel. For the simple fact that a friend is supposed to be forever and now i guess you not!!