Never Satisfied
Damn today nothing would freakin satisfy me.Out of everything i have, nothing would satisfy me. I'm still havein problems finding out why the hell im on this planet..i know sounds fuckin messed up but its true...right now im just tryin to waste time with nothing to look forward to. It really sucks just siting around waiting for something to come along. Esp. since everything i knew and still know is either gone or leaving me.Grr why does this have to happen. It seems like all the excitement is gone;never to come back. Omg and the things that are still here get on my nerves. Ok this one guy wont stop acting like my boyfriend. I mean he's never even been my freakin boyfriend and nor will he ever. i hate it cause he's supposed to be my friend and it makes it even harder to talk to him and i dont want to be like git the hell away from me thats mean!! Trust me i've done that to him already and it made me feel like crap. So i apologized to him and we became friends and he was great with that. He even told me that from now on thats all he would see me as. Well he lied. Well what can you do...just learn to deal i guess.