MOTHERFUCKBITCHWHORES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, lsat night and this morning were oh so peachy fucking keen. i got off at 8 last night and i called my dad to come get me (hem hem and i quote) "kali, i have mom's piece of shit and it has no gas. im taking a bath, find your own way home. so i call mom on her break, mom can you come get me, im off work. No, i cant leave, call dad and have him come get you. i already did.. call me back in 5 minutes. (jeopardy theme song..) mom? call grandma. ok... granma? can you come get me from work? im off? call yuor dad have hime comeget you.. ok.. bye... so, it turns out that i walked home scared shitless in the worst neighbor hood in the fucking city all 5 miles. then this morning rolls around and i have orchestra this morning and dads already gone to work, so imlike wonderful. moms like what? i have orchestra and i have no way to get there. (this is where shit starts to actually hit the fan)so i sit there all pissed off and shes like so call Mrs. P. by that time she will ahve already been at school, so mom flips out on me and is like when im done doing whatever teh fuck she was doing im gonna put on my pants and shoes and take you goddamn ass to school in my car that has no gas and is falling apart blah blah blah.so we start on our way to EHS. shes driving worse than my dad does, we almost get in to 7 accidents most of which would ahve been deadly for me. we pull up in front of the school and i get out and slam the door and she starts honking her horn being an obnoxious bitch and speeds off down the SIDEWALK for christ's sake. i start crying in front of like everyone in orchestra and leave to go to my locker, then i have ITEDs today stupid fucking standardized tests that no one wants to take but we have to so we get some funding. woo hoo. and so now im almost to the point where i would atually kill myslef than live in the house that i do with the people that i live with. what does that tell you? my family is SO much beyond dysfunctional it isnt even funny. theyre all concerned about sasha right now cuz M'side told her she needed to withdraw cuz she missed so much school and shes all clinicly depressed and shit. shes going to the FUCKING INCUBUS CONCERT AT USD TONIGHT FOR CHRIST'S FUCKING SAKE. MOTHERFUCKBITCHWHORESLUTTRAMPCUNTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so as you can all tell im so bewyond irate its not even fucking cool. i need a pack of cigarettes and believe me if i did, tehy'd be gone in about a fucking hour. wheres nick when you need him.. or chris or cody.. they have weed... that might even be better. so needless to say, im spending the entire fucking weekend at josh's and if my parents dont fucking like it, they can kiss my fat white ass.