Apr 15, 2004 22:47
I've tried to kill someone
I didn't like how she looked
I didn't like how she acted
everyday
seeing her face
it made me sick
I wanted to slash through her like a piece of fucking food
I tried to kill her a thousand times
each time failing
Each time the pain was worse
She gets to me like nails on a chalk board i hate her
I want her to die
why won't anyone else try to kill her
Why doesn't anyone else feel her pain?
Why doesn't anyone else feel my pain?
So much pain.
"you only die once with a suicide but family and friends die a thousand times"