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last night SUCKED!!!!!! Laurin really kinda pissed me off. She was very out in the open about flirting with Ian. I mean yeah he was flirting back but she didnt have to go along with it. Her and Paul broke up like what 3 days ago. U would think that your best friend would know when your mad and what about (well atleast laurin would) but when I told her I could go to the bonfire adn said that I kinda expected it cuz the night has been pretty shitty anyways she said well go talk to him while your still here.(refering to Ian) Well then, being mad) I said no your doing that enogh for the both of us. Then she did that shakes her head, rolls her eyes, what the fuck look she does. Everyone that knows laurin knows the one im talkin about. But I stayed by the pool table I was at cuz a guy I work with was talkin to me and playing on the table, so after a minute or i look up and SHE IS STANDING THERE WITH HIS ARMS AROUND HER!!!!!!. I wanted to scream I was so mad. By that time my sister was on her way to pick me up from work, yes I was at work the whole time this was going down, and David L. and David S. were both behind the counter, so I walked back there threw my coat on and then my beanie and kinda buried my face into my hands. They left a few minutes later to go to the bonfire and soon as Laurin walked out the door the davids were like whats wrong and David S. put his arm around me and told me to talk to him about it and tried to make me laugh which he did cuz he is a goofy mother fucker. My sister got there and as soon as I got in the car I started crying and GOD it just sucked. She took me to get a Happy Meal then I came home eat then went to sleep. Like I didnt even change. Passed the fuck out I didnt even take any of my medicine. well thats all the ranting im going to do for now maybe tonight will be better. I think im gonna go back to sleep. Thats the only thing I can do lately to keep my mind off of shit.