"I see a really cool picture. Look at the moon, I love looking at the sky"--Jake
Sorry I havent updated much, a lot of shit has been going on. I'll start with last friday. I went riding with Brad, Laurin and Charlotte. I saw mars over a lake and the moon was full, all signs that I was gonna see Jake. We were having a good time until we went to the parking lot and Jake was here but right after we saw him he got into the car with some chick and left. I didnt really think to much about it cuz we were leaving with Odom. But we get back and Cory and Paul were there and so was jake and this chick. Well brad wanted to talk to them and Laurin and Charlotte had to pee so I went into McDonalds with them. I really wanted to throw up and fight some bitches at the same time. I HATE SEEING HIM WITH OTHER GIRLS!!! That was the first time I had ever seen him with another girl and I never wanted it to happen again. Well I came back outside and couldnt even look Jake in the eye so I didnt say hey to him, I asked Paul if him and Cory were coming to my house for my b-day party but he said no because they were going to the pink floyd laser show. After that we left and I was so fuckin mad but we went to the park and I calmed down. I came home and couldn't sleep because it was all so crazy. Alot of other crazy shit happened that night to. Well Saturday was my birthday party. It was me Laurin, Charlotte, Weslea, Monica, Manda, James, Jonathan, and Daniel at first. Well Thomas shows up and I didnt think he was gonna be there cuz it was his b-day and he was gonna do sumthing with his girlfriend, but he showed up anyways--made me feel special, I think I might like thomas I dont know though, maybe he is just a cool guy, oh well. Then Paul shows up and I didnt think he was gonna be there. So time goes on and this car pulls in my drive way and I was like I think its Justin and Paul was like no thats Cooper and Cory. Jake had to show up at my birthday party. I was kinda go crazy for a sec but then he did something very jake like, stuff like this makes me like him so much, just the simple stuff. He was like I wish I had a camera I see a really cool picture. I said what and he grabbed my shoulders and pulled in front of him and was like look at the moon. Anyone who really knows me knows I love looking at the moon when its full(it was that night) and I always associate the moon with jake. There is this patch of woods across from my house and it has a small clearing in it. I so badly wanted to take him by the hand and go over there and just have that moment cuz a full moon looks badass over there but I dont know why I didnt. So we just stood there together, not saying a word until he said I love lookin at the sky and the broke me into a million pieces. Then we went into the garage and I had my a7x cd out and he was like put that shit in and I told him to and we got to talkin about them and he put it on his favorite songs, which are also my favorite songs. I Won't See You Tonight Part 1 and Part 2. Yeah that was crazy. So everyone left at about 12 and I had a kick ass birthday party got about 200 dollars to spend, but what made it the best is that Jake was there. I mean he was driving, he didnt have to stay he could have just dropped cory off and left but he stayed. Anyways school week was pretty much bullshit like always. Wednesday was cool though, it was October 6th my 16th BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I went shopping all day and went back to my middle school and my old pre-school. That night I went out to eat at Olive Garden and got stuffed. Tonight me, laurin, charlotte, weslea, Brad and Kelly and Kelly's girlfriend went to the MS State Fair, we had a great time, I ended up seeing jake I waved at him he waved back nothing real exciting, kinda amazed me that he didnt stop and talk but then I looked around one of the rides and saw alot of gurls he was going to talk to. That pissed me off so I punched Brad but that didnt help much. I didnt let it fuck up my night.:) Me and laurin got soccer beanies, they are hardcore, laurin hooked me up on my b-day. But I gotta go Later Days *~!~*allison*~!~*