Jun 08, 2006 21:48
Well not alot is going on with me, been chatting to a few lady friends here and there. If i was only bout 8 hrs closer I think i be in a decent relationship or the start of one.
She is a pretty gal, smart, has 2 kids but they are teens and they are her world. I admire her doing all she does to take care of them and we have alot of similiar intrests and I had no idea she had shi mad crush on me all the time we worked togther. Granted i enjoyed her company, but I was involved with someone else at the time.
There is another lass whom i had a crush on for some time, i think we talked to each other, but she kinda left and got married and had a kid. We talked off and on but grew apart. Out of hte blue one day she popped on the yahoo and we started talking. It's been a stable chat, but again distance hurts things but she came to visit family not to long ago and we spent some time toghter, it was funny... and had a great time.
The crazy ger lcalled out of blue the other day, jsut like we had never stopped talking, think she got a few issues still, but it was good to hear she was doing okay and had a new job that helps her out greatly.
It seems i can be a good guy, and the ladies enjoy my company, and I like to take care of them, i guess in a way a sugar daddy but not in the massive amounts of $$. I listen to them, help them when they need it, sometimes jsut hang out and enjoy some time. Though most don't want a dating relationship which is guess is fine. It seems I have always had the nack fo having alot of ladies about and it's good, don't get me wrong. I jsut miss a few things that I had and it's hard to sub those emotions and feelings, you can only fill a void so long.
Oh well, time and patience my friends, eventually things do work out on their own time.
It's time for bed, tomorrow is another day.