Sad Entry.
Caution: Only read if you care.
Crying is something ive been doing since ive been here. I hate when you care so much about someone and they dont fucking realize that they are mae cuz they love you. I need for these images to get out of my head so i can feel better. I feel like im 2 inches tall and no one knows im here until they need me for sumthing. I know its not true but i feel this way for some reason. I want to go home sometimes. I want to have my old life back when i didnt interfere with lives. I want my friends back. I am not alone here but i feel like i am. Why is it that the only time im happy is when im at work? Someone smack me or sumthing. I cant take me anymore and i know others cant take me either.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Crying is something ive been doing since ive been here. I hate when you care so much about someone and they dont fucking realize that they are mae cuz they love you. I need for these images to get out of my head so i can feel better. I feel like im 2 inches tall and no one knows im here until they need me for sumthing. I know its not true but i feel this way for some reason. I want to go home sometimes. I want to have my old life back when i didnt interfere with lives. I want my friends back. I am not alone here but i feel like i am. Why is it that the only time im happy is when im at work? Someone smack me or sumthing. I cant take me anymore and i know others cant take me either.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it