i cant live without her
stacy came home this weekend. i was so excited to see her you have no idea. but then she left today. and i thought it would be easier for me to fuction, but its just as hard if not harder for me. i miss loving her, and holding her, and kissing her. and like ive said before i miss coming home to her. im seriously considering going to baker either this winter or next year. not to make it easier for her(although it probably would), but it would make it easier for me. i always think about her, and every time i do, i cry, seriously(go ahead all you shallow people call me a pussy). but i think about her, because i love her so much. everytime i cry, i tell myself, "she comes home thursday, shes comes home thursday....", but i dont knwo if ill make it. i just know that ill just walk around the house one day and ill just collapse and start cring. i have her picture here and it makes me smile just seeing her picture. and when she calls me, even if its for a minute or for an hour, everything is right in the world in my eyes. i miss her so much, i love you so much stacy.
well i have 2 tests tomorrow pray for me to do well.
well i have 2 tests tomorrow pray for me to do well.