Sep 01, 2002 14:06
well heres just another entry about my realtionship. i honestly think stacy is getting sick of me..........seriously. but i dont know why. i mean, yes, i ask her if shes ok all the time, but thats only b/c i want her to feel happy and b/c i love her. im just scared of losing her........seriously. this time i think its serious. i dont know what i would do if she left me. id probably got off and do something really really stupid. she means so much to me, she was my prom date(you only get one of those in a life time) and she was the first person i had sex with(only get one of those too). i honestly dont know what i would do if i lost her. well jsut have to see what happens