Joe
Yes, I know. Another entry about Joe. Sorry. That's about my only topic I've had in my head for the past week. Why in the world did I let him go to boot camp!? Geez. Yesterday when everyone started saying Happy New Year, I just wanted to bonk everyone in their head. How can it be a great start to a new year when my husband wasn't there to celebrate it with me? Okay, yeah, so it was a pity party for myself... Tomorrow will be one week since I last seen him. It seems like an eternity. I have cried so much this past week than I have in the past 10 years of my life. Yeah, walking around with shadows under my eyes is real attractive *rolls eyes*. I can't sleep at night. Go to bed late and wake up early. What a life. They didn't tell me this in the Marines handbook before he signed up. It must've been in fine print. I took Craig's advice and started sleeping with this huge dog that Joe gave me when we were dating. Not working but at least it's helping take up space in the lonesome bed. And my mom worrying about me constantly is not helping! She thinks because Joe is gone I can't take care of myself. If I don't call to say where I'm at...she thinks I've been kidnapped. I know, it's a parent's job to worry, but sometimes I feel like I'm going to suffocate at their house. She didn't at like this when Joe was still here. Probably because she knew he'd watch out for me and keep me outta trouble. Lol. Okay, I know you've had enough of my groaning so I'll sign off now. Have a good night everyone.