Is it the weekend yet?
It's been one of those weeks where my classes have had nothing bad happen. However it is the time when my mental state goes to hell. I hate it when I start flipping out over everything and nothing and then can't stop. I think I am going to do as my parents suggested and go home. Maybe I'll get everything under control and be a bit happier. Then again going anywhere other than unhappy and breaking down is an improvement...but I should say this is only when I'm alone. When I'm with people I am happy and feeling great. The dinners with the group (even lunch) is great for me and I love it, just like I loved Cookie Night and the social time. It's just the being by myself I can't seem to handle. It's kinda like the Pink song "Don't Let Me Get Me", which has a few lines that totally sum up me. I think I just need to get out and do things that make me happy, like baking or cooking, walking the dogs, hanging out with people and doing stuff.
On the other side, I'm loving my Poetics and Poetry class. It seriously makes me happy and I'm loving it more than I thought I would. I love the people in my politics class and the professor, but we need better material to read and discuss. Spanish I have no complaints about and I like, but it's my class where I have to work, but I know how I'm doing and it's solid. Econ's not so solid, but I'm prepared to do the work and I'm confident that with that work it will be more solid.
On yet another note, I am reading the Dinosaur Comics waaay too much. Clicking on random is producing awesome comics and I adore it. :-)
You Could Not Be a Vampire
Sorry, but you're not just cut out for flesh eating, turning into a bat, and living forever.
But that's okay. The sight of blood turns your stomach... without even thinking of drinking it.
And while you definitely would never be a vampire, you're exactly the type of frail prey Dracula wannabe's crave.
Maybe it's time to arm yourself with a cross and some nasty garlic breath!
What you would like best about being a vampire: The raw power (though you wouldn't admit it to anyone)
What you would like least about being a vampire: The whole killing thing
Could You Be a Vampire?