Nov 25, 2008 23:25
You're my brother.. but only because the DNA says so. If it were repeated in a newspaper, i'd know it was all bullshit. You are such a cock for doing this to mum... you're a fucking twat for abusing people's kindness and treating them like shit. I honestly 100% don't care if you want to treat me with disrespect or never call and then expect me to lend you money. I don't fall for it like they do. They are your parents. Remember? The woman who carried you for nine months?! worked her arse off when we were kids just to feed us because we were poor and losing the battles?! Well she needs you... she's needed you for ages... and you throw it all back in her face. I hope that you turn up needing help one day when i'm the only one in the house. I want to be the one who slams the door in your face when you're out there in the rain. You deserve a good kicking and I want to be the one that does it. You're a prick and i can't wait for you to be an arsehole in front of me or say something nasty to mum so i can take my balled up fist and throw it full pelt in to your smug little face!
How dare you do this?! I can't stand mum sitting at the dinner table each day hoping for you to come for a flying visit. The visits you keep setting up and cancelling without telling anyone! You're killing her y'know... on the inside she's not stopped crying. On the outside she keeps working, keeps cleaning and cooking and won't let anyone treat her like a queen. she holds it together because she knows we are here. She knows that we want her to cook with us, to help us clean and take care of the house hold, to sit and talk of fun times and watch films and be a family. Sh holds it together because we are her family. Her boyfriend, who's also your boss. Her daughter, me, your sister. Your older sister who is patiently waiting to bust your head in for being a prick. Our two step brothers... the ones who are more like little brothers to me than you are now. The ones who make her laugh, and tell them about her day. The only boys left who enjoy her roast dinners after football. And the three dogs, the dogs who don't know you anymore. The dogs I'm hoping think you're a stranger and take unkindly to you because you bring bad energy...
You make me rant like a crazy person and i want to kick you in the ribs for it. I came home and i needed you. After the way Superman treated me you said you'd be there. You left and didn't look back. I cried because i had no one to hold me. No one strong enough... Stupidly i thought you were man enough to be there for me... the only one i could tell... You're 19 years old for fuck sake... WHAT ARE YOU PLAYING AT?!
I will talk to you more about this when i have a clearer perspective... like on how exactly I'm going to teach you a lesson. I'm ill, and i really don't need this right now.
Lots of dislike... Me, your older sister.
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PS - Karma is coming for you stickman... Christmas is not optional. Anymore disappearing acts and I'll beat the living daylights out of you. I don't give a fuck if you live with your girlfriend or not. You OWE it to mum to be there. if not, then i don't ever want to see you again for as long as i live... You're a cock and i want the whole world to know it.