10/11/2008 - On the move
I am in two minds every time we speak. I either:
a) Want to make the most of it. Have myself an amazing time. See you have an amazing time and create great memories...
b) Have a go at you for being so awful, being a user when we were partners, being the invisible man until you need something from me. Show you my fury over being broken by you again and again
Then sometimes, just sometimes:
c) Kiss you. Claw at your clothes. Pray for you to beg me to take you back. Saying yes to it after leaving you hanging for a little while... Take you back. back from your cake-faced, wrinkly, fake, cradle snatching girlfriend... more like mother replacement.
... Ah the erratic warblings of a super ex-girlfriend...
a) Want to make the most of it. Have myself an amazing time. See you have an amazing time and create great memories...
b) Have a go at you for being so awful, being a user when we were partners, being the invisible man until you need something from me. Show you my fury over being broken by you again and again
Then sometimes, just sometimes:
c) Kiss you. Claw at your clothes. Pray for you to beg me to take you back. Saying yes to it after leaving you hanging for a little while... Take you back. back from your cake-faced, wrinkly, fake, cradle snatching girlfriend... more like mother replacement.
... Ah the erratic warblings of a super ex-girlfriend...