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[lozzy]

Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love. Tell me how much you love me or how much you hate me. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say!

Just tell me something. Anything.

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[anonymous]

Post a story - Um, I met you through one of the coolest lj communities ever. And we became friends...which is really cool. This really isn't a story, but I am going to pretend that it is.

a secret - I am constantly worried about you hating me. And constantly worried that you are not well. I just really want you to be happy and wish more then anything that I could bring you happiness and peace. =/

a confession - I don't want to get better because I don't deserve to get better.

a fear - Rejection and not being able to please others.

a love - I love you. A lot. More then words can say. You're such an amazingly beautiful, smart/intelligent, kind, caring, sweet, just totally awesome friend. I wish you could see how awesome you were, and that you could learn not to worry so much because I am sure it's beyond tiring and can be frustrating at times. I wish you could be happy and love everything and never have a bad day. I wish you the best because you ARE the best. I really hope that things continue in the positive direction for you.

I am sure it's obvious who this is but...yeah. I love you. ♥

[lozzy]

It is a really cool LJ community! And us becoming friends is really cool too!

Aww, I would never hate you. Really. Please don't worry about that. Thank you; I wish we could all have peace and happiness! But don't worry about me; I'm so much better than I used to be. And I'm happy and things are going well. Yea, there are bad days, and I guess I tend to vent in here on those days so sometimes you may see more of the negatives than positives, but most often my mood will lift again after writing.

Why is this making my eyes tear up? When did I get to be so emotional? lol! But I feel so bad reading that you think you don't deserve to get better. Why do you think that? It's not true. I think you definitely deserve to get better and be happy and have a wonderful life.

I have the same fears. But rejection is inevitable. I try to shield myself from it, but by doing that I may be isolating people too. And you can't please everybody. My parents tell me that all the time. I just wish I could get it through my head (and now yours!). Pleasing people is tiring and hard.

Thank you so much for all the nice things you said. I don't even know what to say. I'm so bad with compliments! I know you believe those things about me, but I want to be able to believe them too. I'm gonna work on it though. And you should believe them because the same goes for you, although I know you don't think so. You really are a great friend. I love you too. ♥