is this the part where we say goodbye?
i'm only 21. is it selfish of me to not want to have children yet? is it selfish of me to not want to give up modelling yet? because tyler seems to think so.
dont get me wrong, i love kids and yes, one day, i want to have some. many, in fact. but not right now. i want to travel, i want to do things ive never done before, i want to see people i haven't seen in years. i want to learn who i am and be happy with that before i settle down. i love children, i do. but i'm not ready to have a child now. i'm really not. i'm not mature enough, i love being free of responsibility. i know this makes me sound like a bitch and whatever, but this is how i feel.
we're only young. we're 21 and 22, respectively. he hasn't even finished school yet. we don't make enough money to support a child... and i know that our families would help us out, and there's government assistance, but when we do it, i want to do it right. i dont want a hand out, i'm not saying there's anything wrong with it, i just want us to do this on our own.
so why can't tyler see it from my point of view? why does he seem intent on trying to pressure me into it?
i'm not selfish for not wanting this... right?
dont get me wrong, i love kids and yes, one day, i want to have some. many, in fact. but not right now. i want to travel, i want to do things ive never done before, i want to see people i haven't seen in years. i want to learn who i am and be happy with that before i settle down. i love children, i do. but i'm not ready to have a child now. i'm really not. i'm not mature enough, i love being free of responsibility. i know this makes me sound like a bitch and whatever, but this is how i feel.
we're only young. we're 21 and 22, respectively. he hasn't even finished school yet. we don't make enough money to support a child... and i know that our families would help us out, and there's government assistance, but when we do it, i want to do it right. i dont want a hand out, i'm not saying there's anything wrong with it, i just want us to do this on our own.
so why can't tyler see it from my point of view? why does he seem intent on trying to pressure me into it?
i'm not selfish for not wanting this... right?