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I feel like ive been being really mean lately. to two certain people.(these people are not linked in any way) I feel like I've been using them. I havent, but I feel like they think that. its not so much the first person anymore. but I miss this person more than I thought I would. I feel like I never hang out with them anymore. but the second person I really feel like im being mean to. And I dont want to be. I just dont know how to react to whats happening.
just with these two people...i dont know. I just dont know how to say what I want to without giving away who the people are, and I dont want to do that...not yet anyway. anthough you've probably figured it out.
and then theres this other person...lets just call them person 3 for the sake of giving them a name. and I dont know what to do about person 3 either. like, im really anxious about the whole thing...but there really isnt anything to be anxious about. what would you do if I told you I like person 3? well I do, and no im not telling you his real name. dont try to guess either bc its really random. but I do. and I dont know what to do about it. There isnt much time left to either, which is probably why its making me anxious even though I have done nothing to try to make it better for myself. guys suck. thats the bottom line.
I would like to go on and on about stuff you dont care about, but i g2g bc its thundering out and I should shut down the computer. bye kids ~LO~
just with these two people...i dont know. I just dont know how to say what I want to without giving away who the people are, and I dont want to do that...not yet anyway. anthough you've probably figured it out.
and then theres this other person...lets just call them person 3 for the sake of giving them a name. and I dont know what to do about person 3 either. like, im really anxious about the whole thing...but there really isnt anything to be anxious about. what would you do if I told you I like person 3? well I do, and no im not telling you his real name. dont try to guess either bc its really random. but I do. and I dont know what to do about it. There isnt much time left to either, which is probably why its making me anxious even though I have done nothing to try to make it better for myself. guys suck. thats the bottom line.
I would like to go on and on about stuff you dont care about, but i g2g bc its thundering out and I should shut down the computer. bye kids ~LO~