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I Haven't updated in a while. Being in the new place is good. I have noticed that while people complain about how rotten the world is, in reality it is pretty balanced. pretty much for every super good thing that happens something super terrible happens. Yea the eco system is outta whack. Hopefully we moronic humans will fix it before we kill ourselves, but I am talking about on a personal level. Something good is generally countered with something bad and vice versa. I have had time to think. I think I want to worry about being me and being happy rather than worring about what this or that person thinks of me. I will be here if they need me. and most of them know the number. I can't fix it for everyone and I don't want to try. I just want to be happy in my life and have some peace in it. I guess its selfish and for some reason I just don't care that it is anymore. I love my friends but I won't be put in the middle. I want them to be happy but I can't make someone happy who just isn't. I can't give someone something to be happy about. They have to find that themselves. I will listen, give my opinion and move on. Thats what I have to do to keep from worrying myself sick over things I can't change.
On a brighter side of things Larry's China trip went well. He had a lot of fun. We have pictures. He graduates Sunday. Hallelujah no more long evenings of him gone to class. No more weekends of him stressing cause he procrastinated on doing his homework. Now we get to put work into our house. I love the fact that it is ours. but it does need a lot of work. Paul is enjoying his job Larry is sending out his resume. Things are pretty good all in all. I don't sleep worth a flip but what else is new.
I just wanted you all to know that I am happy and healthy. That all of you mean the world to me. That we do need to look at the things we have rather than focusing on what we don't and that all in all we are much better than we could be.
Love all Of you. Have fun in all you do. And don't miss out on the good things by focusing on the bad.
T.
On a brighter side of things Larry's China trip went well. He had a lot of fun. We have pictures. He graduates Sunday. Hallelujah no more long evenings of him gone to class. No more weekends of him stressing cause he procrastinated on doing his homework. Now we get to put work into our house. I love the fact that it is ours. but it does need a lot of work. Paul is enjoying his job Larry is sending out his resume. Things are pretty good all in all. I don't sleep worth a flip but what else is new.
I just wanted you all to know that I am happy and healthy. That all of you mean the world to me. That we do need to look at the things we have rather than focusing on what we don't and that all in all we are much better than we could be.
Love all Of you. Have fun in all you do. And don't miss out on the good things by focusing on the bad.
T.