Anniversaries

Feb 07, 2012 18:30

One year anniversaries are always a big thing, and this one kinda swept me off my feet. It's been a year since my friend Alan died, I didn't realise how raw it all still was to me until yesterday. And it made me feel the same way I felt when I first heard the news. It made me think of all the time I had wasted, of all the plans I hadn't seen through, of all the promises unfulfilled and all the silly things that hurt me.

It made me think of death, and how we only have one life. It made me realise the importance of some things and the stupidity of others. While it is good to be in that place, it sucked to still feel in the same place as a year ago.

He is never far from my thoughts.

'So you shall REJOICE in every good thing which the LORD your God has given to you and your house'

I am thankful for him. and I am so thankful for a God who surpasses all understanding
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