I took a real blow to my self esteem, confidence, recently. I let something pull me down. I doubted myself, where I am going, what I am doing. and it was really easy to do because everything felt too hard, too far out of reach and I could find mountains of evidence and voices telling me that it was useless and I was never gonna get there.
Well thats not enough for me anymore. I intend to understand myself, discuss, stand up to and be victorious for the glory of the Lord. for He is not the author of confusion, He did not give us a spirit of fear but of power, love and sound mind. It silly and interesting how easily we lay down and forget the word of the Lord when He intends to teach, lead and take us from glory to glory. its meant to be transforming - the failures and the successes. We have to be transformed by the renewing of our minds - that means realising that a lot of what the world has taught us is BS.
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