Don't be afraid little warrior bride, Victory is on the other side

Jan 19, 2011 23:03

Lately my mind has been going crazy and I've had a really hard couple of weeks trying to talk myself round, give myself over, let it all go. "Theres so much craziness surrounding me There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe". I appear to be a person who has got it all together and in many ways I feel I do, what I don't have complete control over is my mind and its hard for me to stop worrying/thinking the worst/thinking my best friend hates me and doubting our friendship/no money. General world crisis people might die kind of scenarios, the no way out ones! :) why do something halfheartedly eh? :)

This has been a problem before and now its been affecting a close friendship that is sacred to me. it's that sneaky. and the Lord prepared me because He knows best. He gave me the weapon in my hand and told me what to do/say and then booom it starts and I'm just looking at this thing in my hands and I've gone blank. Better yet I can't even see it anymore.

I don't wanna be disabled by it anymore. I don't want to be carrying all these weapons and not using them, what a rubbish warrior.

Life and Life abundant.
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