I hate this gay place...I NEED TO GO!
God, I've been locked up in this gay house all weekend because of these stupid house nazi's and I haven't been able to be with Chelsea and I could kill because I am so angry and I was to hurt someone so bad and I don't know why! I'm so [edit] scary to myself sometimes. I miss Mandee.
When she gets to move out, we're going to get an apartment together and I had a dream about it and my secret crush and me and her and her 'Manda and we were all happy and it was greatness but now its all crumbling before my eyes because I just know it won't happen. These gay people who call themselves my parents won't ever let me leave...
And I sit here and listen to my brother scream and throw temper tantrums and get whatever he wants and wonder if its right that I silence my yells and get nothing...
They'll never learn not to mess with a psychopath...
When she gets to move out, we're going to get an apartment together and I had a dream about it and my secret crush and me and her and her 'Manda and we were all happy and it was greatness but now its all crumbling before my eyes because I just know it won't happen. These gay people who call themselves my parents won't ever let me leave...
And I sit here and listen to my brother scream and throw temper tantrums and get whatever he wants and wonder if its right that I silence my yells and get nothing...
They'll never learn not to mess with a psychopath...