a loaded god complex, cock it and pull it...
hello there everyone. welcome to what shall be the update of the month, or so it seems. sorry i haven't been updating much recently. i've been either working or fucking around with my life expectancy. either way, i'm not exactly as free as i once was, and it appears that trend is here to stay. and thus, i am saddened.
wow, minimum wage is fun. i'm working nearly 35-40 hours a week. 40 * 5.15 = $206, 206 * 52 = 10712. hell, i might as well start a stock portfolio... oh, and just in case you're not aware, i don't always work 40 hours nor do i work every week of the year. not to mention taxes, which basically take me to about 8 G's. i'm rolling in it. but i do get tips too, but they basically cover minor living costs such as gas, food, cigs, "entertainment," and such. so yeah, life is fun... kinda.
i'm not sure what life has in store for me, but i do know that it can't be this. and if it is, well fuck, i'm going to change that. watch me.
i just registered for classes. yeah, like five minutes ago. interesting fact about that: it didn't matter at all. seriously, it's sad. one of these days i might go to a real college, or at least one that i feel at home at. not to trash GA State, but i just don't like it. and lucky me, i have to pay for my classes next semester since one of my teachers somehow dropped one of my grades from an A to a C in 3 days. i'm gonna talk with him. that's come bullshit. $2,032. that's roughly a fourth of my yearly income. heh, well at least this way i don't even have to waste my time dreaming. shit, i know i'm fucked. 2 days of school, 5 days of work, 0 days of free time.
so basically i think i'm going to start selling things again. i don't really want to, but it seems that cash is needed and the legit methods aren't working out. eh, i'm still debating this, but we'll see. i've only done part-time stuff in the past, but full-time's a different thing... a lot different. lovely.
oh and my music is going pretty well. i'm working on writing an album right now. of course i have no real way of recording it for now, but writing most of the parts is good preparation. my god... i'm treading water... and i'm so tired of it.
sorry for all the complaining. no really, i didn't even mean to put all of that on here, but i kind of needed a release for it. thanks.
through all of this i am amazed at how un-depressed i am. i can feel it lightly knocking at my door, but so much that i need to answer. and i don't even find the knock threatening, merely a comment on how much this sucks. and hey, i'm not going to shoot the messenger.
so i wish you all a good day and a good year. i hope that life brings you many pleasures. i love you all.
thanks for listening.
wow, minimum wage is fun. i'm working nearly 35-40 hours a week. 40 * 5.15 = $206, 206 * 52 = 10712. hell, i might as well start a stock portfolio... oh, and just in case you're not aware, i don't always work 40 hours nor do i work every week of the year. not to mention taxes, which basically take me to about 8 G's. i'm rolling in it. but i do get tips too, but they basically cover minor living costs such as gas, food, cigs, "entertainment," and such. so yeah, life is fun... kinda.
i'm not sure what life has in store for me, but i do know that it can't be this. and if it is, well fuck, i'm going to change that. watch me.
i just registered for classes. yeah, like five minutes ago. interesting fact about that: it didn't matter at all. seriously, it's sad. one of these days i might go to a real college, or at least one that i feel at home at. not to trash GA State, but i just don't like it. and lucky me, i have to pay for my classes next semester since one of my teachers somehow dropped one of my grades from an A to a C in 3 days. i'm gonna talk with him. that's come bullshit. $2,032. that's roughly a fourth of my yearly income. heh, well at least this way i don't even have to waste my time dreaming. shit, i know i'm fucked. 2 days of school, 5 days of work, 0 days of free time.
so basically i think i'm going to start selling things again. i don't really want to, but it seems that cash is needed and the legit methods aren't working out. eh, i'm still debating this, but we'll see. i've only done part-time stuff in the past, but full-time's a different thing... a lot different. lovely.
oh and my music is going pretty well. i'm working on writing an album right now. of course i have no real way of recording it for now, but writing most of the parts is good preparation. my god... i'm treading water... and i'm so tired of it.
sorry for all the complaining. no really, i didn't even mean to put all of that on here, but i kind of needed a release for it. thanks.
through all of this i am amazed at how un-depressed i am. i can feel it lightly knocking at my door, but so much that i need to answer. and i don't even find the knock threatening, merely a comment on how much this sucks. and hey, i'm not going to shoot the messenger.
so i wish you all a good day and a good year. i hope that life brings you many pleasures. i love you all.
thanks for listening.