space is made from everything and i'd be fire that i'd bring...

[lozer89]

okay. so i finally have a computer and boy is it sweet. the past two weeks have been fairly insane. my life has become an exception to reality. coming here means abandoning all usual ways of keeping track of time. time ebbs and flows at different rates, you forget that time actually exists when you're in here for long enough. through the last couple weeks of experimentation i have come to know my limits on pot, liquor, and the like. so mission accomplished. got one more week to test my limits down to a science, but i'm fairly set. we all had our week or two of adjustment and i think now that the people have all cleared out we are all getting along.

i'm probably going to sleep soon. though, i see the time, it has no meaning to me. all it means is that the damn sun will be up before too long. i'm trying to reconfigure my grips with that whole reality thing and let me say that it don't come easy. just like the song says.

i need to keep practicing bass. it's one of those habits i'm adjusting for living in this house, but it's still fairly challenging. having thomas's room as a recording studio jjust makes me go over there and jam with folks instead of practicing the shit i actually need to.

i really want to see all of you before you go or don't go away. i really just miss you guys. i'll be seeing you before too long i hope.

hey guys, much love.

thanks for listening.