My Life and all that goes with it
I really need to use this LJ thingy more.
I'm looking at mainly using this as my weight loss blog at first, but knowing me I won't update it, or just post random stuff.
I've been 'dieting' for a year. I've lost 10kg (even though in total I lost about 12kg) but I've been battling the 'Big Black Dog', aka Depression for about three. When I was nineteen (I'm 22 now) I was diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome, shortened to PCOS for easier writing. That sent me into a two year spiral of DOOOOM. I've fucked uni up, but I'm having a year break from that and going back next year to finish my degree. I WILL get it.
I've done SureSlim for a year and like I said, lost just over 12kg on that. I've put a bit back on, but am back on the slide again. I restarted my weight loss in January, and in the first week I've lost 1.5kg. I've been doing this by watching what I eat, eating my three main meals of the day (even though I do have snacks if I get insanely hungry) I've been drinking two to three bottles of water a day, and I've also been going to the gym every weekday for an hour before work.
I had a real up and down week last week, when I couldn't get out of bed on Tuesday and Wednesday. I didn't get back to the gym till the Friday either. All I can do is just get back on the saddle. I've been eating fairly well over the weekend (even though I did have a sundae at dinner on Sat with friends, and then the fattiest cocktail that ever exisisted) but after sleeping most of Sunday away, I'm hoping that it will work out.
I have two goals for my changes. The big one, obviously, is to get to a healthy weight and fitness. The other one is to get fit for softball. Apparently I'm foccusing on pitching this year (why does my manager not seem to realise how much I truly love first base?) but I'm going to have a chat with my coach and make him realise that while I might focus on pitching, I still want to be considered the top first base in the team. That's my first love.
I'm looking at mainly using this as my weight loss blog at first, but knowing me I won't update it, or just post random stuff.
I've been 'dieting' for a year. I've lost 10kg (even though in total I lost about 12kg) but I've been battling the 'Big Black Dog', aka Depression for about three. When I was nineteen (I'm 22 now) I was diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome, shortened to PCOS for easier writing. That sent me into a two year spiral of DOOOOM. I've fucked uni up, but I'm having a year break from that and going back next year to finish my degree. I WILL get it.
I've done SureSlim for a year and like I said, lost just over 12kg on that. I've put a bit back on, but am back on the slide again. I restarted my weight loss in January, and in the first week I've lost 1.5kg. I've been doing this by watching what I eat, eating my three main meals of the day (even though I do have snacks if I get insanely hungry) I've been drinking two to three bottles of water a day, and I've also been going to the gym every weekday for an hour before work.
I had a real up and down week last week, when I couldn't get out of bed on Tuesday and Wednesday. I didn't get back to the gym till the Friday either. All I can do is just get back on the saddle. I've been eating fairly well over the weekend (even though I did have a sundae at dinner on Sat with friends, and then the fattiest cocktail that ever exisisted) but after sleeping most of Sunday away, I'm hoping that it will work out.
I have two goals for my changes. The big one, obviously, is to get to a healthy weight and fitness. The other one is to get fit for softball. Apparently I'm foccusing on pitching this year (why does my manager not seem to realise how much I truly love first base?) but I'm going to have a chat with my coach and make him realise that while I might focus on pitching, I still want to be considered the top first base in the team. That's my first love.