oh the weekend. [its over just in time for me to realize how much i have to do]

[loyan]

friday: i decided to skip my class because i needed sleep and had community service to do. so i finally get to the red cross stay there for 2 and a half hours and they send me home but still counted it as the full 5 hours so thats good. friday night i went to western which was a lot lot of fun. hung out with griff and amanda and puffer and his roommates for a bit. there was s jello wrestling party two apartments down which of course we had to check out. there was plastic all over the walls of the living room and an inflatable pool with a crap load of jello in it. so needless to say these girls (who i think lived there) were wrestling in jello and everyone was going friggin nuts...i'm not sure what about girls weresling makes people act like they do but i must admit it was pretty funny. but anyway, after that griff amanda and i went to katies and we saw some people who i havent seen in forever. hm. okay i guess. then i went to visit colleen and her boyfriend and their house... it was a good time, and lastly i stopped at steves to visit. and i must say that i had more fun going around and seeing everyone for a while than i think i would have just sitting around one place all night.

saturday: came home and ellen came out here with courtney, and it was good to see both of themmmm. sat around here for a bit and then went to campus west with some peopllleee. chill night///or was it?

well...again this weekend had its ups, its downs and about a million moments in between. and still with nothing more accomplished (and still highly confused) i question my thoughts and my feelings and what the heck is going on with me.

[[its just going to be so so so different ?again? and i dont want this to be a repeat of last year. because that just put me in a sad sad circle of nothing]]