6 more weeks.
i cant believe its true...
the beginning of summer has been like a rollercoaster on many levels.
superficially, the coming and going has been intense. lots of traveling and working.
mentally and emotionally, well, lots has gone on. i continue to stay confused when i try to understand the way my mind works. why i feel the things i do.
"Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
So part of the plan
When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way you can
I dive in at the deep end
You become my best friend
I wanna love you
But I don't know if I can
I know something is broken
And I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way I can
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
You and me are floating on a tidal wave
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space"
coldplay. sometimes music explains more than words i can come up with in my head.
last night i went downtown with evan, kyle, andrew, morgan trickett, eric and patrick. fun 4th of july stuff.
riley is doing well today although she cant go home yet.
grandparents come today.
jason and kim got home last night and we visited them at 11 pm.
i miss new mexico still.
God, help me to be satisfied with You.. and You here. here in greenville. or wherever i travel to this summer.You are my sustainer. the One who can keep me stable. also God, You can teach me trust. please teach me.
the beginning of summer has been like a rollercoaster on many levels.
superficially, the coming and going has been intense. lots of traveling and working.
mentally and emotionally, well, lots has gone on. i continue to stay confused when i try to understand the way my mind works. why i feel the things i do.
"Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
So part of the plan
When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way you can
I dive in at the deep end
You become my best friend
I wanna love you
But I don't know if I can
I know something is broken
And I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way I can
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
You and me are floating on a tidal wave
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space"
coldplay. sometimes music explains more than words i can come up with in my head.
last night i went downtown with evan, kyle, andrew, morgan trickett, eric and patrick. fun 4th of july stuff.
riley is doing well today although she cant go home yet.
grandparents come today.
jason and kim got home last night and we visited them at 11 pm.
i miss new mexico still.
God, help me to be satisfied with You.. and You here. here in greenville. or wherever i travel to this summer.You are my sustainer. the One who can keep me stable. also God, You can teach me trust. please teach me.