galatians 1:10...

[loyal_servant]

i feel like all i can do is tip-toe.
putting the fullness of my being...
every ounce of my heart and mind into living seems so impossible.
too many people to upset.
too many boats to rock.
too many weaknesses within me.
its an interesting thought..  a dream of actually being "free"?
what does that even mean?
i feel like ive tasted it in the smallest of portions
with so much time in between tastes that i cant remember their flavor.
i wonder what it will be like to feast. 
the anticipation is overwhelming.