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i have made the biggest mistake of my life. i only hope like hell that i can fix it. i swear, i don't know how i'll do it, but i'll make him happy again if it's the last thing i ever fucking do. i dont even give shit that i feel this bad. i deserve it after the way i hurt him, i really do. all i want now is for him to be happy. iwould prefer for that to be with me, but i sure as fuck wouldn't blame him if it wasnt. as much as that fucking rips me apart, i'd do that if that's what he needs. I LOVE YOU DENNY! always and forever, amanda